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Jul. 23rd, 2012

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I love it when you call me baby

May. 9th, 2012

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I think to say "I regret you" would be a huge understatement. I wish I had never met you, things would be so different right now. I would actually be happy with her. Ah well, just have to move on and pick up the pieces 

May. 7th, 2012

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I just want to be alone with your smile 

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you, I never wanted to hurt you because you really were everything to me. Still are. I was so stupid, I gave you up for nothing. Absolutely nothing. I wish I could take back every single thing I did because it would mean that we would still be happy together, and I would have never hurt you like that. And we were so happy. We really loved each other, didn't we? Sometimes I think about all the small, stupid fights we used to have and I remember thinking that despite all of that, I would never give up on you. But I did, and now I would give anything to be able to have another small, insignificant fight with you. I'm sorry for being such a fool, for thinking that I could ever find happiness with anyone other than you. Because the truth is, I can't. I've tried and I've tried but it'll always be you. I mean sure, I can find temporal happiness elsewhere but it can never match up to the kind of happiness I felt when we were together. Like you said a few days ago, the happiness you felt with me was greater than anything else and you just wanted that back. I want it back too. I miss you. I miss my world. 

I love you, I always have and always will. 101010. 

Mar. 28th, 2012

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"I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you."

Jan. 30th, 2012

Forever and ever, babe

Jan. 29th, 2012

Weekend wars

Celebrated Alister's 18th at La Salsa in Dempsey on Friday night! Had a fucking good time. We basically drank a lot, played games and ate good Mexican food. Craving guacamole now :( I was supposed to meet Sarah after but I got too drunk so I couldn't. I'm sorry babe :( Won't happen again. So umm Saturday was a fucking bad day for me, but things are pretty much okay now. I'm so glad. I bought new shoes on Saturday!! A pair of chambray Vans and Nike basketball shoes :P Then I met Sarah at her house, settled some stuff and had dinner with her+her parents! It was so fun ahahaha her mom is the cutest <3 Like mother like daughter ;) She came over after that to do work and pig out on CNY goodies. We slept for about 10 hours then I had to go for band practice with Alister, Jordan, Aldwin and Yudi! We're auditioning for Rock Night... playing All The Small Things by Blink-182 and Rooftops by Lost Prophets :) Can't wait. Think I've pretty much perfected All The Small Things on the drums, it's such a fun song to play. Ok um then we had chicken rice at Upp Thomson, I came home, napped for about 2 hours, had dinner then went to play basketball with my brother, Robin, Wei and DY. I beat my brother at a shootout ;) Feeling fucking accomplished 'cause he's honestly the best basketball player I know :D Anyway I'm going to try and blog more often, my girlfriend wants me to :P

Jan. 15th, 2012

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I can't fucking stop it hurts so much

Dec. 1st, 2011

do you remember

chij girls, thinking i was one of them, Facebook, your favourite picture, being alone with me in a crowded room, magnetic pulls, twitter requests, retweets, music recommendations- which led to that very first text, "hiiii", texting till 5 in the morning, choosing that over clubbing any day, Formspring, 16 year old girls, first signs of jealousy, ribcage tattoos, naval hooks, harry potter, vulnerability, kellock road, musical soulmates, bruises everywhere for you, awkward first second and third date, saying you loved me for the first time, "i know i do", talking by the river, naval piercings, kissing me for the very first time, blueberry muffins, mixtapes, passion, the first movie we watched together, waking up next to each other, big spoon small spoon, play, blue winters, missing me, naumi, the first time i held your hand, all the times i fell for you, surprises, a wedding, how happy we were that day, candles, the smell of coffee, guthrie and king albert park, familiarity, the first time we talked about a future together, not just wishful thinking, kids, iceland, fights that could have broken us but didn't, fights that didn't mean a thing, breakdowns and fixing it afterwards, 101010, stolen, meeting your friends, your family, slowly discovering things about each other, soulmates, realizing we had more in common than we thought, realizing we were more different than we thought too, rings, blue boxes, wasted daylight, 101011, actually making it.

Please don't ever forget.

Oct. 14th, 2011

I'm glad I didn't die before I met you

Exactly a year ago, on 10/10/10, Sarah asked me to be her girlfriend. I still remember exactly how it happened, we were on the phone and then she texted me (in code, no less) because she was too nervous and didn't have the guts to ask me over the phone :P I was so fucking happy, I always thought I'd be the one to ask her first. But she beat me to it <3 So exactly one year later, I met her at Jewel Box (Mt Faber) We were supposed to have pre-dinner drinks BUT little did I know there was a huge surprise waiting for me. We were walking when suddenly she asked me to marry her, and I said yes, then she took me by surprise, blindfolded me and led me to where all my friends+ her friends were gathered :) I'm really glad Max, Liane, Tiff, Yvette, Meghan and Alessia could make it :) Michelle was the person who officiated the ceremony HAHA we were unlawfully married ;P The vows (written by Sarah herself) were really cute!!! We exchanged the rings we bought for our first year, and said all our vows <3 It was perfect. It was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me :') I love you so much baby, thank you for the one year we've been together. Although it hasn't be perfect the entire way, I've been really happy with you. I can only hope you feel the same way too :) I cannot wait for our real wedding baby <3 Paris, okay? I promise we'll get there.

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